Friday, February 27, 2009

Her

As once again we meet to rant, tonight we rant of much nonsense. Of much pointless familiarity and worrying over subjects with no matter to worry over. Tonight, we are gathered here so dreams and memories can be mourned for the millionth time, in hope that something will change the 1,000,001st time. Of course they won't but perhaps I will feel better having poured out the nasty jealousy and ridiculousness that lies within me. Then, to continue the evaporation of my mind, I'm not even sure what happened and what I made up anymore, because the lines now lay that close.
Her. I don't believe in blaming it on her, I believe in blaming it on myself. Her. But when you find the one that can do everything you cannot, doing everything you cannot, in female form, you tend to think about her in a negative way. Who? Her. Trust me, she is a great person, and if we could politely pass each other on that swing set that is life, then she would be one of my, like, favorite people on earth! Yeah, seriously! But on that swing set I was talking about earlier, we are set on a collision course and I'm on the edge of ramming into her full speed just because the two of us are incapable in everything and I'm an idiot. So we have the problem of her. Her. Isn't this sad? This is like songs-from-when-avril-lagvine-was-16  level sad.

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5 comments:

  1. PersephoneFebruary 28, 2009 at 10:18 AM

    is this about me?

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  2. MelliFebruary 28, 2009 at 1:39 PM

    who is her?

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  3. MaritzaFebruary 28, 2009 at 10:52 PM

    Intersting. I see what you mean by her, at least I think I do. yet.... To think of her as a friend. Interesting..... yet I agree. What an interesting idea.
    Yet in a way we all have a her, so similar to what you described. You idea fascinates me. Do you mind if I put it into a Writers Notebook for Ideas, since, after all, you came up with it. Of coarse, if I ever used it in a book, or story, I would defiantly give credit to you. Just tell me what to put it under.

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  4. Mountain SpiritMarch 1, 2009 at 8:41 AM

    sure, you can use it, if you wanna give credit, you can just say Mountain Spirit cuz im not allowed to give my other name online. :)
    and yeah, in my school we learn latin, this is my second year. I thought it was kind of unusual and I am fascinated that you know it... do they teach it at your school or something?

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  5. MaritzaMarch 1, 2009 at 10:20 AM

    Yeah, my school is really centered around latin. I was pretty amazed to see that you did too, I have never met anyone who doesn't go to my school that speaks latin. Thanks you so much for letting me use that! And Mountain Spirit is beautiful too..... Maybe that could be a character... anyway, thank you very much!

    Vale!

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