Silent

Of all things to say, this is one of them, that I probably should. I usually do. But with so many problems concerning this one subject, who can i tell? I can only tell the people who don't care, or who won't get involved. Or have the sweet treasure of not having to. Benificiary One: He is of good and general approval including mine. Problem Ten Thousand: What if he knows or i cant do anything about it and its too good for me or if she finds out then she will be mad even though it has little to do with her it has a lot to do with her always because it's her personality and then my dear amica, she does not deserve for me to do this even though it wasn't my choice and what if that alone brings this all down?

Sorry about that. Love has returned to the Mounatin Spirit. Or Petrified Flower. However you address me online.

Fluff

I want to throw daggers into your soul

And be the one there to console

I want to tear you apart

Let you into my heart

Does it make much sense? 

Oh it makes so much sense!

I want you as dead and alive as I am

I do and don't want a boyfriend

I want to soak in the pools of silly love

Are you enough?

I want a sense of reality

But that touch that sets one free

I'll hate you today

Beg you look at me

Does it make much sense?

Oh it makes so much sense!

I want you as dead and alive as I am

I do and don't want a boyfriend

I want to soak in the pools of silly love

Are you enough?

There are no more words for this

 Years and dynamics have left me speechless

I was so afraid

So it had to be this way

I want you as dead and alive as I am

I do and don't want a boyfriend

I want so soak in the pools of silly love

Are you enough?

So I'll keep hating you

Cuz I'll be loving you

I guess thats it....