Monday, December 22, 2008

Kindness

Kindness is something I really wish I thought about a whole lot more. I really wish that I was one of those magical angels that my relatives always seem to be. Always thinking about what is going to help each other, and a little less selfish. Being moral, and I'm not exactly trying to say my cousins and etc. are really that amazing, 'cause they ARE human. But wouldn't it be great if I could actually give a damn about someone else's feelings for more than a minute or two every day. What if almost every action I did was relating to how this could benefit someone ELSE? I mean, that would be great! Especially for me, 'cause I am the most amazingly selfish person on earth. It's so sad. This just hit me this morning, as I was making breakfast for myself. I thought of my little brother, and how I was supposed to take care of him, and how disconnected I was from the feeling of care and love. It then hit me, that perhaps I was supposed to actually be that kind of person, and I was totally missing out on something that came naturally to everyone else. So I have renewed my attempt to be a better person.

1 comment:

Melli said...

i think u can be a kind person, if u tryed. if u really want to be a bit more kind, next tme u do something or are about to say something, maybe try to find a genteler way of doing it or saying it. I think that u can be knid if u really want to be, so try i. Also next time u dont think about what ur sying and doing, after u do it or say it say "sorry" dont simply regret it. I have faith in u!