Happy Spring Break.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sad
Sad to be left out of the world I always dreamed of, but should really never be in. Sad to not understand how it all works while everyone else does. Sad to have to admit all this. Sad to ignore what I could have had, loose what I had, and now miss what I can't. Sad to be overreached by those who came after you. Sad to loose a name that you once held uniquely. Sad to have no control over anything that goes on because I am trapped. Sad to know exactly how to break out of the prison but not have the guts to do so. Sad to be sad to be sad to be sad. Sad because despite all my efforts one cannot erase a year. Sad because minds cannot be changed once set. Sad because no one can understand what I mean by the snakes. Sad because I refuse to be happy with what has happened because I refuse to let go of the dream. Sad because why the hell do I care about them? Sad because I've been tricked into doing so. Sad. Sad.
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3 comments:
nice ending ;) hope you don't stay sad all of break
i think that if you had done things differently "the right way", you'd still be sad.
I know why you're sad, and you better snap out of it! cuz there is no reason to envy them with what you've got. and like you said, no erasing a year, so just move along. with your amazing personality, you would have ended up here in the end no matter what choices you made.
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